Some smell good. And well others, not so pleasing.

But notice it’s always indistinguishable.

However, behind that scent, there’s a story screaming to be told.

So plug your nose and just listen.

With you, I’m happy. There’s no holding back, no negative vibes, no pressure. You’re different; we all know that. But hey, everything happens for a reason right? You continue to surprise me each and everyday. The more and more we spend time, the more and more I understand. I like this. It’s easy going. It’s relaxing. It’s… better than I would have ever expected(=

I never knew how deep he could get. Bewildering if you ask me. I’m trying to read into this, but maybe I’m over-analyzing?

But this is what I know: He’s stuck, and the only way out is the light. You, darling, are his light. Please don’t break his heart.

to stop and realize how beautiful God’s creations are is just a mere second. Maybe even less that in fact. Busy, caught up, too many distractions. The very excuses that blind us from what is right in front of our eyes. And that is perfection. Strive to be perfect, yet understand that only God creates perfection, not you. You criticize, you judge, you have a low self esteem. Quit with the negativity man and count the good things in life! Take a sunset for example: breath-taking but at the same time taken for granted. Perfection is often overlooked. But it is the same thing humans try to achieve each and everyday. Don’t you see it? We strive for something so hard to reach while not noticing it’s just right there smiling back at us. “Hey! Look at me. I’m right here. Been here the whole time.” Funny isn’t it? Life works in mysterious ways. But it only takes a free heart to understand. So I challenge you: Free yourself… And that is when you’ll see all along exactly what I’m talking about.

It takes so much energy from me to get you going.

But to tell you the truth, it’s all worth it.

I’ll keep on going if you want. Please, my dear, test me.

PLEASE, just know that you don’t have to go down this road. I know it’s not your fault. I don’t blame you, but please don’t throw your life away for something so insignificant and ridiculous as this. I’m here to help. I’m here for guidance, but why can’t you see me? It’s as if nothing matters to you anymore. You’re off in your own little world doing your own thing. Artificial happiness is exactly what you’re dealing with. IT’S NOT YOU. I know who you can be and the great heights you can reach. Why can’t you see it too? It hurts, no it kills me. If you only knew how we feel. Not only I, but all those who care about you feel it too. I’m screaming, yelling for you to hear me out. I want what’s best. I love you too much. I can’t see you sell yourself short like this. It’s too much. I can only do so much and let you finish the rest. But something is telling me that I have to try harder. But as hard as I try, I still seem to just end up where I started. I don’t want to say that it’s no use, because you’re worth the fight. But let me tell you, this isn’t easy for me AT ALL. This is something I feel so passionately about and I’m not going to give up. No matter how much you push me away or how annoyed you get, I just want to let you know that I’m not going anywhere. I love you too damn much. I know God’s plan is perfect and that is exactly why I know this isn’t over. I believe in Him, therefore I believe in you. You can do this. WE can do this. Have faith, it’s never over.

So I don’t know what this is inside of me. It’s a feelig of something much more than what it looks like. Hard to explain, yet hard to even fathom. The life I live is one of many bumps and turns. But at the same time, it’s all coming together. One day or another, I’ll realize. Realize the TRUE and most crystal clear reason why I’m here on this world. It’s more than what meets the eye. It’s more than a heartbreak or two. It’s more than the water drip dropping out of my daily showers. Hard to make sense of what I’m saying, or typing rather, but this-is-me. Jumbled up inside, but making perfect sense to the ear that matters the most. This is not a spoken word nor is it a poem to relay my deepest feelings burrowing in my heart. This is simply a few words to show the world how intricate and beautiful life is. Everyone has a story. Give them a chance to tell it. We have a mouth, so speak. We have ears, so listen. Most importantly, we have a heart, so feel it. Take a look and see things for what they really are. Objectivity, not jealousy. The true answer lies in the place that we seem to often overlook. Live your life the way you want to live it. No blaming other people, no telling of lies, no hiding the things that aren’t worth hiding. Live your life according to the beat of your OWN heart. Not a beat too fast, or a beat too slow. Slow and steady. Perfect. Just right. Sufficient, but just a little bit more than that. FAITH. Nothing more, nothing less. Isn’t that what we are all striving for? Something to look forward to? There always is. And this may seem a bit cliche, but the best is yet to come.

can’t be any more beautiful. You, my love, give me hope.